u/Silent-Post-5989

I'm an 18yo girl and I feel hopeless.

I haven't been to school in over a year. I'm behind academically. I'll have to take another year of hs if I want to graduate.

I'm debating dropping out / getting a ged/caec.

I doubt I'll even be able to go to university.

I'm missing out on prom. I can't have the "first year of uni experience."

The people I grew up with are getting into their dream schools.

My old classmates are planning their prom outfits and living normal lives.

I'm just watching it all happen through Instagram. I feel like I've ended my life somehow.

I wish I could go back in time.

It's just hitting me how much I've lost.