Day 1
I'm tired of having failed sexual relationships. I rarely can have pleasure without masturbating - what makes partners feel weird.
I'm 34, I've watched a lot of porn in my life. I'm not happy with some of the fantasies and turn ons that I currently have. I feel there's a minority of people that likes that kind of thing. Some can even be dangerous for health. I feel horrible in the relationships that I already had and I feel I have made others feel bad.
I am taking some medication that is slowing my desire. I feel that medication is helping me. But I hope that when I quit medication, I can have natural relationships. I am a heterosexual man. I want to be able to do vaginal sex normally. To have children is a possibility. I just want to follow my life normally.
I plan to quit porn to focus on real a real relationship, when I find it. I am single.
I enjoy too much to have sexual pleasure but even though they say masturbating can reduce the risk of prostate cancer, I believe masturbating has also affected some of the relationships that I had in the past. Or it was porn. I don't know. I want to feel desire for a woman and I want her to feel the same. I want to use condom regularly.