u/SimilarLawfulness560

🔴🔴🔴🔴🔴🔴🔴🔴 PLEASE HELP!!!!!! 🔴🔴🔴🔴🔴🔴🔴

So i registered for an nptel course 'Linear algebra through geometry' and i paid by scanning QR code..The first time i generated the QR code,i was unable to pay,for which i got a payment failed mail too .Then i reloaded it and payed with QR code a second time,which was successfully and i got a mail with transaction id and all that and it said that the payment was successful..But then when i checked the payment status,it said 'payment failed ' and then changed to 'payment in draft state '.

This was friday early morning and i tried calling nptel through the number given in website multiple times ,but they werent connecting and calls were being ended within a minute without it connecting.I also emailed them,but no reply. What can i do??

myquals i have about 85 in maths and 90+ in biology in cbse class 12th boards 2025(i'm from india). And while i absolutely hate biology,i can somehow score pretty well in it if i study hard,on the other hand,i find maths interesting, esp probability and all which is said to be important for statistics, but i don't have any exceptional mathematical skills,while i could get decent scores if i study hard,i'm pretty much done the moment i stop studying and i don't really have the best focus.

So what do you think i should choose??

myquals i have about 85 in maths and 90+ in biology in cbse class 12th boards 2025. And while i absolutely hate biology,i can somehow score pretty well in it if i study hard,on the other hand,i find maths interesting, esp probability and all which is said to be important for statistics, but i don't have any exceptional mathematical skills,while i could get decent scores if i study hard,i'm pretty much done the moment i stop studying and i don't really have the best focus.

So what do you think i should choose??

Physics- 60/180

Chemistry- 30/180

Biology- 235/360

I'm way too distracted and its fucking annoying cause i know i could do better than this if i study!even when i rarely study, its short bursts of mofivation and nothing proper. I don't even know how i got this much in physics and chem cause i barely knew anything and just guessed everything. NEED TO LOCK IN GUYS😭😭😭

PHYSICS - 40/180

CHEMISTRY- 60/180

BIOLOGY - 225/360

I didn't study again🙂🙂...i just can't seem to fucking focus ,like i'm wasting entire days doing everything but studying. Yesterday i finally deactivated instagram cause i scrolled so much that the same reels started appearing again and again🤐.

I felt like crying the exam hall cause i've seen similar questions but cant solve it cause i've never fucking solved anything,but didn't cause i don't deserve to cry after wasting my time like that..also took 1hr 35 minutes to do bio and didn't get time to even try solving anything in physics and chemistry,not that i knew much .also cause i have to take time to guess all the questions cause the 4-5 questions i think i know usually turns out to be wrong and i always score better guessing all the answers.

Ranked like 7400/10000 and i'm just feeling too stuck now,like even when i'm motivated i can't get off my tab,can't ask my parents for help cause they'd really fucking kill me if i tell then all these and also can't really put my tab away cause i'm supposed to be fucking studying using it and they'll question me if i put it away.Tried all the blocking and apps and study trackers but can't keep up with it cause i'm well aware that i've got the power to just delete it and turn it all off,and i'm not able to fucking control myself.

Also while i've always had trouble focusing, its a whole another level of unfocused now,like i could hadn't studied even an hour before 3rd may,not even a small revision and i could casually watch an entire movie before and exam that i consider important.😮‍💨

anyway,NEXT MOCK EXAM ON 24/05/2026