im trying to leave and i need help
im really not sure if this is appropriate to post here, i apologize if its not. you can see my other posts for more context
im 18 in october. my parents arent physically abusive but neglected me severely. i live in georgia in the usa with no education, little to no human contact (outside of parents) for most of my life, severe anxiety, CPTSD and potentially autism. im obviously fucked up but usually able to push through up until recently and ive been doing especially bad the last few days. i feel stuck and helpless.
my family is extremely codependent and has isolated me even from other family, and my mom has made it clear she will not let me leave. My grandparents have offered to help me and let me stay with them when I turn 18, but they're 4 hours away and I have no way to get there. my parents are going to move us 9 hours away from them by the end of the year. im starting to realize i probably cant do this alone anymore
with my mental state im thinking the best option is to be hospitalized until after my birthday, then ill be 18 and i can decide to stay with them. if im in a hospital ill be kept safe and on a routine which is better than home right now, and i dont trust myself to not act on my thoughts here, i tend to spiral at night. the problem is i have no car, money, friends, license, and im a minor. is it possible to put myself in a mental hospital as a minor in georgia without my parents being there? will they just send me back to my parents since they aren't physically abusive? i know cps would so im not even considering that. if i walked a few miles from home and called 988 tonight, what do you think would happen, and what should i say to them? when i was 14 i was going to be sent to a hospital by my counselor and my parents were able to just tell them no. can they do that if i *want* and need to be hospitalized? id rather do anything than continue to live this way. please help