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I'm just now learning that most people don't have loud screaming and people in their head who berate them all night and make them want to kill themselves. Sometimes it will be my probation officer sometimes it's like 10 radios playing at the same time telling me to do some crazy shit. Sometimes it's the same thing on loop all night that makes me physically uncomfortable. I'm not sure what to do about this, I've been to many doctors involuntarily and honestly thought that was a normal thing everyone had so I never told them.