Dip towards the end of treatment.
I am on session 33/36 of TMS, and it’s been a roller coaster. I started feeling better basically after the first two sessions, then about 15 sessions in I had a dip in mood. Things got better after and since then it has felt like a weight has been lifted off of my shoulders. A weight I didn’t even know I was carrying. My anxiety hasn’t decreased as much as the depression but my task paralysis and worry about the future is much less prominent. I had been in such a bad place prior to starting TMS and so scared it wouldn’t work. That being said I think I am experiencing a dip again? It came out of nowhere it seems, and all the physical sensations of anxiety and the heaviness of depression seem to be back again. With only 3 TMS sessions left, I am terrified that it didn’t work and things will get bad again. Did anyone experience this “dip” at the end of their treatment?