Alright. Hopefully I can start someone's day off with a laugh today. I have interviews lined up for this coming week. How in the hell do I fix this? I can't get another one right now. Any tips?
Depression has taken a lot from me. From my ability to function at work, as a parent, as a wife, and so much more. I can't remember the last time I've actually fully cleaned my apartment. I've gone days not reaching out to anyone or even showering. I woke up yesterday and decided that after 7 years of letting it ruin my life, I'm going to do something about it. So today, I set up a appointment to see a doctor. This may not mean anything to anyone, but it means the world to me. Its a hour out on the Amtrak, I'm using half of my last to buy the ticket, but I feel very hopeful. Hopeful to be happy, hopeful to be tolerable to be around. Hopeful to start living. This is a big step for me. Thank you for letting me share.