New to BDSM/SUB
Hi I'm new to BDSM and being a sub me (35f) and my husband (35m) have been together 14 years, married 4 years, decided to embark on a sub/dom journey together after a lot of talking, discussion and research. I trust him fully we have taken it slowly with a lot of communication and finding our boundaries and hard limits, so far has been a wonderful experience to take together and has brought us much closer.
Now to my question I guess, I'm not sure why or if it is a normal reaction or sub drop so thought I would ask somewhere someone would possibly know.
After a dom/sub session I always want to cry and I mean ugly sobbing cry, (not because he has taken things to far or becos he hasn't listened he is very careful in how far he pushes always listens to me and notices my reactions etc).
I just don't understand why is this what I've read as sub drop or an emotional release etc is this normal?? .
Background information I have previously been SA'd (not by my husband) so giving up that power was only ever going to go to someone I fully trusted, I don't know if that is also something to do with it... Anyone able to possibly help me to understand this reaction would be much appreciated.