its pretty on a budget on the top of my shelf its a satin black cloth umder a necklace my partner and I have that matches a dark chocoalte York a quater and some foreign currency Im not sure what crystal that is but it felt right anf a cup of ice cold water and the little skeleton guy.
Hades has always been my favorite god and I discussed it with my partner so Im giving this a shot I hope he accepts my offerings
Hey guys,
Nothing long Im just depressed because I cant take my meds on time and I end up forgetting. Darned meds
Philly cheese steak with onion rings at a random bar I found on the way home
Okay, I lied. There's a lot going on, I feel like, but I can't help myself or my partner. I mean hell I can barely afford food for myself How do I expect to help my partner move? Despite her tellkng me that its okay to slow down a bit I just cant help but feel like my mom was right about my failures as a person . Everythings just hard and I feel like Im crumbling.
Well fellas, to preface I hope this is cool to post here Im a transman 21, since I was 7 I lived with my mom and was forced no contact with my bio dad because my family doesnt like him so I grew up thinking he was a pos. Long story short after a long history of abuse (physical, mental, emotional, financial) I cut my mom off last weekend which feels fucked up seeing as though it was a week away from mothers day and because of the situation shes in. It felt great not to have that load on me anymore because I was tired of being seeked when needed and discarded when not and being berated for every little thing I do. She kicked me out 2 weeks before graduating highschool and talked shit all throughout the last 2 years I havent lived with her to the rest of my family.I was tired and did what I thought was best for me. On the other side, with my biological dad who lives in El Salvador, my aunt gave him my number the night of my 19th birthday, and I couldn't thank her enough. I love my dad; he's genuinely one of the chillest dudes ever, and despite his past mistakes, which he owns up to no matter how big or small, he has genuinely changed for the better. Recently, after 10-something years since my mom dumped and cheated on him, he has reconciled with his first love, and I'm genuinely happy for him. After all he endured from my mom and after everything I endured from my mom, we ended up having a very strong bond. :) Funny how things turn out, huh?
Baked pork chops with white rice at work
Edit: grammatical errors
Im pretty sure it also has the name Rise of The Gold Dragon Empress