Just got done watching Good Girls for the second time and I NEED to know what happens. I’m having a lot of trouble finding my way around Archive Of Our Own. Can someone please help me find a really good summary or something? (Rio can’t die. I will cry.)
So within the past month I’ve walked past two different people who were having a bit of trouble carrying on a conversation with me. The first one’s partner told me, and the second one was able to tell me himself.
It got me thinking, I used to tell people all the time after I had brain surgery for the first few years WHY I couldn’t remember anything. I remember after about 7 years, my grandmother told me that I’ve dragged it on for long enough, and it’s basically no longer a reason for not graduating college. I never tell people any more about surgery, because it was so long ago, and they couldn’t notice immediately if I didn’t tell them, but it still affects my memory every single day. When I can’t remember their name or what they said, I feel like I sound as if I’m just making excuses. Especially if they ask when it was and I say 15 years ago…idk I’d do anything for my memory back.
Sorry it’s a rant and kind of jumbly. I’ve had a really shitty day after my appointment last week, when my neurologist gave me no advice besides “write shit down.”
(The first part of the day was without the CPAP. The second part is with it.)
Moved states and had to get a new doctor. The CPAP data they see doesn’t measure the RERAs, so they don’t care to look nor listen to any symptoms.
The first new doc said I don’t have apnea. Yes, I know, everyone besides my old sleep doctor had told me that. I was recommended some relaxation book. Thanks.
The second sleep doctor I tried said that it’s all in my head and there’s nothing he can do for me and pushed me out the door. We talked for three minutes.
I literally cannot fall asleep without it for the past three years.
My question is: is it normal to have an apnea every time you drift off to sleep and transition? I just notice it more? Does it show up on everyone’s test? Or is this onset apnea that nobody looks into? Or it’s just anxiety…