u/SnooSketches2899

soooo thanks to all of y’all, I had the courage to reach out and try to rekindle things!! were gonna get a drink next week! im encouraged, no matter what I know we’ll have a fun time and then if it’s right things will blossom from there. I haven’t really had a strong crush on anyone in a while, so the prospect of that maybe starting to form here is definitely fun and exciting!

also….. being very vulnerable here sharing my beans over toast… it was utterly fabulous.. accompanied by all too much fried chicken and some of the best collared greens I’ve had the pleasure of being acquainted with.

I’ll keep the saga going.. i hope to have good news to share next week.. thanks again all <3

I’d been there for a few hours already, catching up with some friends, then a group of girls surrounded the table we were at looking for cigarettes. we obliged, they sat, and the conversation flowed from there. one of them in particular was super cute. appearance-wise she was definitely my type, and there was something about her eyes. I noticed her glancing at me immediately and introduced myself. we chatted for a bit and the flirting intensified. maybe they were sweet nothings but she was laying it on pretty heavy… I hadn’t gotten that sort of attention in such a direct way in a little while. I told her I was a little bit scared of her, the tension was there, but I acted aloof, which only seemed to heighten things. we were outside and it was getting a little cold, so I let her borrow my hoodie. it still smelled like her the next day. by the end of the night we were sitting super close and it felt like she was hanging on my every word. I ended up giving her a ride home, we hugged and said our goodbyes. I texted her a bit the next day and asked if she might want to hang out sometime that week. she said she was super busy with work, but we kept chatting a little bit over the next few days. I don’t know if I should reach out again. I talked to my friends about her the next day, the ones who were there that night, they agreed we had chemistry, but were cautious about whether I should really pursue it. ugh.. I still find myself thinking of her though… it would be nice to hold her again