I feel so behind in life, and I don't know what I'm doing anymore
I feel like I’m just drifting. Everyone around me seems to be figuring life out switching jobs, growing, making connections and here I am, stuck in a routine I don’t even like.
I’m trying to shift jobs, but nothing’s working out. And to be honest… I don’t even like what I do. It doesn’t excite me. I’m not growing. I feel disconnected from it like I’m just forcing myself to get through each day.
And the people around me? I don’t connect with them either. I don’t feel seen or understood. It’s this constant feeling of being out of place, like I’m living someone else’s life. I know I should be grateful for having a job at all, but I can’t help feeling miserable in it.
I don’t know where I’m going, or if I’m even moving forward at all. Everyone tells you to “figure it out,” but what if nothing feels right?
Just needed to put this out there in case anyone else is feeling the same. Or has felt like this and somehow made it through. I’m trying… but right now, it just feels really heavy.