u/Snowycoot

So I recently signed up with joyous. A little background, I don’t have depression, but I have adhd (inattentive) and panic disorder. I can’t even smoke weed without having a panic attack. Any time I feel strange, I instantly release adrenaline and freak out. There was one time someone gave me a gummy that was supposedly an edible and I had an attack. Once I realized it was just a plain candy it subsided.

What I want to get out of microdosing is to quiet my mind. I have a narration running in my brain 24/7. Especially at night. It never quiets and I can’t focus. But I’m afraid that if I feel any type of disassociation I’ll freak. Idk if it’s is relevant but my sister passed away from an OD just a few years ago so drugs scare me.

Can anyone with a similar disorder tell me how it made you feel? Any tips for going into it with a clear mind? I’ve heard many ppl feel nothing at first so that’s reassuring. Also, is it best to take at day or night?

I have a 6 month old bull terrier. He had a large (quarter sized) histiocytoma removed bc it got infected. After that he had MANY more pop up. I tried to count and lost track at 38. His belly, lips, ears, even his poor little butthole. He is covered in them. The vet took more scrapings and sent them to cytology. Some of them looked like cytomas and some did not. He said he never seen anything like it in 20 years. So we have a pending appt with oncology on the 19th. Amazingly enough, they’re all starting to scab up and flatten out like normal histiocytomas. Has anyone experienced anything like this and maybe reinforce my hope that it’s just a weird case and not likely cancer? He’s acting, eating, drinking like a normal puppy. Vet said having multiple like this is not normal at all.