u/Soberolik

It's been over a year since the breakup. At first, I was sure didn't want anything to do with relationships until I move on from her. I kept telling myself I just needed time and I'd move on eventually. But it hasn't really gotten easier. If anything, it's just changed shape. I don't constantly think about her, but I still find myself missing the small things...talking about random stuff, going over what happened that day, listening to her ramble about things . That's where I'm stuck. I can't tell if I actually miss her, or if I just miss having someone like that in my life. The conversations, the routine, the feeling of being close to someone.

I thought this was just a slow healing process, but now I'm not even sure what I'm trying to move on from anymore.