I feel guilty
I’m going to visit my family. I have two babies.. one takes medication and the other doesn't and an Akita mix. Whenever we travel we leave them at the vet, but someone who used to work at the boarding facility told me they treated the dogs really badly. As it turns out, a woman who lives next door offered to look after them for me. I’m on my own right now because my husband is deployed, and so is hers. She said she’d stay at my house to watch them.. she has two dogs of her own, and when I visited her place, they looked healthy and happy, with toys all over the house. The thing is, I’m taking the one that needs medication with me, but I can't take his brother because I’m traveling alone and the airport I’m flying out of is small they told me there's a limit of one dog per passenger. I can't even sleep (I know it sounds ridiculous..but they’re my babies and I’d do anything for them).. I bought indoor cameras so I could check on them all the time, but he suffers from anxiety and is extremely attached to me .. I just don't know what to do! Plus, the woman looking after him seems like a good person, buuuut I don't even trust my own husband when he has to watch them... How do I trust her? How do I leave him behind? How do I calm down? How do I prevent him from getting stressed? He’s incredibly anxious and has pancreatitis, so I’m terrified of a flare up. Any recommendations?