How do you guys accept it?
I'm sorry because this might sound weird, also please excuse my poor english but i need to get this off my chest. I just cannot seem to accept the fact i am trans, even though i am fully aware that i am. Being able to transition would fix many issues that are currently taking over my health, it's just that admitting to anyone (myself included) that i wish i wasn't female is terrifying.
I can aknowledge the fact i wish to be male and transition, but i cannot accept it. I feel as though I would never truly be a boy, and it's wrong because i believe that trans people truly are the gender they transition to. It's simply that i cannot see the same for myself, and i feel crazy for it, because i wish i could just accept what i see in the mirror and move on with my life, just be a normal teenager like everyone else.