I genuinely hate everyone postpartum
I wasn’t even the one to break the news that I was pregnant to my husbands family. His stupid dad told everyone and didn’t even ask if it was ok or if we were ready for people to know yet. I mean, who does that? His mother drives me insane!! Just crazy about the baby, acts like I am completely invisible. My own mom doesn’t even act like my mom anymore, just all about my baby. Calls her “my baby” when she’s around me. I don’t receive any outside help, I am just home with my baby all day 24/7. She’s extremely fussy and has to be active all of the time. I’m exhausted listening to her scream. I don’t have time for my self unless I go on a walk and she’s moving around in a stroller. I’m so depressed and I literally have no body to talk to about it except my husband but it’s just hard for him to understand. I am a young mom I’m 21 and just feel so lonely. I am just so angry all of the freaking time. When I feel happy is on the weekends when my husband is here to help out. It’s just so easy to drown throughout the week when I am alone. I am so exhausted, I am so sad. I cannot forget how I was treated freshly postpartum. I’m truly traumatized by the lack of empathy and support towards postpartum mothers.