Hey so really dumb question
Okay I feel really really silly for asking this and please I’m begging you don’t be mean !
Hear me out. I grew up Christian but I never really felt a connection to it. I’ve always felt more connected to nature and the sun as a god. So then I became very spiritual and pantheistic yk the religion where you believe everything is god and you worship the earth and nature. While I still believe that, It feels like something is missing. I really feel like I want to pray and worship an „actual“ god again you know? Having someone to talk to. I looked into if there’s just a god/goddess for the sun and the earth and then I came across Gaia and Apollo. So my question is can I worship these two, have an altar for them etc. while also believing everything is god (especially nature) being quite spiritual, I mean Gaia is nature no? I’ve always found Greek mythology interesting but never got into it and I’m also not too big on the other gods and goddesses still. Don’t get me wrong I would inform myself but I just don’t really see myself worshipping them or knowing every single peace of information about them or the whole religion. Like I said, I’d still inform myself but just not to a point others might do it. So yea is it okay for me to worship Gaia and Apollo? Again please don’t be mean. Trying my best rn it’s really quite a lot if you didn’t grow up with it haha! :)