u/SpecialSK1963

My wife of 38 years passed away in April of Breast Cancer. I'm 16 weeks out and have been doing ok but this week Saturday is my birthday. She would always make it a very special day starting with amazing sex in the morning, which I miss more than I can express in words. Then breakfast and then whatever else I wanted to do but mainly I just wanted to be with her all day. My friends and family have been bringing up my birthday for the past couple days and frankly I don't care about it. They invite me out for drinks or dinner, ask about a party but without her here it just seems pointless.