u/Specialist-Golf2366

I been to a tr a p house twice. Never been a fan. Way too many people for a private person like me that smoked on the low during my 2.5 year addiction. However, theirs trap house i went too thig girl I linked with took me. There was about 25 white people passed on the couch, floor and all. The dope dealer laughed and made foul comments like he was God or something. These passed put were kids. People in thier teens and early 20s. Two of them owed him money so the couple was paid by sexual acts. The female performed oral and the other was made to eat the dope dealers ass. I didn't stay for all of that. It was too much for me. Dude just lit up a crack pi6and blew smoke in the dope boys ass as his woman gave the dealer a bj.

The second trap I went to, I only came for 120 bucks worth of rock. I open the door and there's a white girl I went to high school with, on her knees giving head in the middle of a circle jerk qith like 6 or 7 black guys. The dealer asked after I paid him, "aye man, you trying to get your dick sucked?" I said im good bro. Went home shocked than a mf. That was only 8 months into smoking crack.

Still haunts me til this day.

Each and everyone of you knew and understood the risk of addiction (not necessarily the chaos that comes with the lifestyle) but at least the addiction part. So why did you pick up crack?

Yall ever witness a dope boy or dope boys along qith crack heads that sell for their plug, take advantage of old and or disabled people? What i mean is, set up shop in their home through manipulation. Manipulation such has helping them pay rent, and taking them out to the grocery store etc. Then boom, they become a prisoner in their home. They steal from them, have crackheads running and out of their home, they dont do anything they said they would. There's a lot of elderly and disabled people out there getting taken advantage because their family becomes too busy to care for them or just simply dont check in with them. I made this post to kindly remind you, if you have a family member like that and you haven't check on them in a while, check on them today.

So a girl that I used to kick it with, I'll call her Janet for privacy purposes. She confided in me that her husband did a prison stint and owed his cell mate for a crack debt he racked up. He got out of prison and never paid his debt. When his cell mate got out of prison, he paid his debt with his ass. The man with the debt is 60 years old, his wife is 27, the man he owed was about 26. She caught her husband getting his manhood took in her own bedroom. His reply when getting caught, "i owed him." Im telling you there's some STRANGE behaviors with crack addicts in Ohio, especially Mansfield. Janet later set her husband with a woman with HIV to purposefully expose him to the virus. The woman she set him up with is a known crack wh##e and has given the virus to several cracl dealers in Mansfield Ohio. I share these stories because these are grimey kind of people you will surround yourself with when you're in active addiction. Be careful out there.

So I have an uncle that's smoking crack since the "sexy hot 80s" when crack was butter. So he's been a crack head since I've known him for 30 years of my life. He's been a weirdo though, would beat his kids with extension cords and laugh at them and talk with a weird low kinda lispy voice but I back then though it was brain damage from crack but wait there's more. So this whom is black male, walks around town telling people he is white when his parents are black. He is full black. Light skinned but BLACK. So he struggles with some self hate issues badly. So about a year into my crack use or a year and a half into it, I find out my uncle was living g with my home girl. Very very very sneaky about it cause he we see me all the time buying dope and tell my family. I never knew how he saw me but I find out cause he forgets im in the house an I hear his voice behind curtain. He leaves and I ask my homie the name of that dude,and she tells me. I said that my uncle wtf he doing here? She tells me him and his boyfriend stay here. Now this is the bug out, I asked DUDE IS GAY? For 30 plus years he hid that shit he got 5 kids and married to this crackie white lady from Ashland Ohio. Then his boyfriend comes down and just tells my uncles whole business about how he goons to white men only porn, he is both a top and bottom, and i just had to stop dude. I didn't wanna hear all that shit my uncle is 67 years old and his boyfriend was the same age (he died of a crack overdose btw and my uncle laughed about). So here's a man living three lives, a foreman at a factory with a family, a crack head, and on the DL. Shit is wild out here in these streets.

Yall ever heard about people smoking crack and beating off all day to porn? I want to laugh but its a serious manner though. Back when I was in the streets on crack sometimes I'd crash at a woman's spot if its late at night (to avoid cops). However, one night she had a friend over. I'll just give her the pseudo name Ashley. So me and Ashley chopping up and as me, my home girl and Ashley sit there and smoke, Ashley confides that her boyfriend has porn watching parties. Immediately ith8nk its odd cause I personally would not watch porn with other men in the room let alone in front of a woman. So she tells me that her bf gathers his crack smoking buddies and they turn on porn, smoke crack and beat off all day. Yall ever heard of some shit like that? And I mean fapping it endlessly and can't even get it up cause of the crack causing erectile dysfunction. I never heard of this before but I saw on the TV show intervention, that man did something similar but it with meth.

Listen man, if any drug is causing you to do some shit like that, get off that shit man cause you'll definitely be sucking on something later for the dope. God damn.....I dont wanna say the dope is a direct causation either I would definitely say those people a poly diagnoses (sex addiction or porn addiction & substance use disorder).

What causes a woman to smoke crack and use other drugs while pregnant? And why on earth would a dealer sell to them knowing if the woman overdose and die most states would consider that a double murder or double manslaughter or something. My thing is why even get pregnant if you're in active use or white not get an abortion because many after they have em, dont take care of them. They continue smoking crack, sometimes continuing a cycle onto their kids. They also increase the risk of their child having intellectual disabilities. I met two women in the past and never knew of them were pregnant. Their babies weight was so low because severe crack use, you couldn't tell they were pregnant. One woman's child died in her stomach and she never went to the hospital to gwt treatment for it. She just smoking crack and shooting fetty. The other girl, overdosed Im the bathroom, recovered and kept using. It took her going to prison to.clean up but her child has some intellectual difficulties now.

I also met two that completed abandoned their children because drugs and prostitution was more important than taking care of their kids. I convinced one to do the right thing and let her mom have custody of her 3 kids.

The other completely ignores her 3 children and lives hotel to hotel, while a dope dealer pimps her out and pay her in crack. She's 38, 4 years older than me and looks like she's 70 now. Used to be very pretty.

Crack Tales from Ohio.

Gotta be careful with what rehab or sober living you go to. Use what you learned in active addiction and in the streets to your advantage if you really want help. Don't just pick a random one or allow your drug treatment court to pick one for you. Pick what works best for YOU. As a therapist and as a former crack user that was in the streets, a lot if women in rehab, have no desire to get clean. In fact many are career sex workers and use their temporary inconvenience (if court ordered) to recruit more women into that life and or network for new plugs to build more drug resources when they get out. Men, be careful too as many men in rehab are actually dope dealers who played into as if they are addicts to avoid serious time. Similar to sex workers, they'll use rehab and sober living as an opportunity to network and acquire more clients after they complete their little short term probation. Therapists should do a better job filtering these people out, but many therapists do not have lived experience as an addict and some know what's going on but turn a blind eye for that health insurance money.

Free Game.

Gentlemen, dont let that pink dope (a woman cooty cat) have control over you. I myself, my uncles, and a few other people I connected with in the streets, in therapy, as a therapist, and on reddit have similar stories of how a woman in the streets either kept them high on crack or introduce them to crack during sex. This seems to be a common phenomenon and I've spoke on the Correlation between porn addiction and crack cocaine once on a post. But there seems to be a consistent correlation between hookups, tricking, or being a relationship with a undercover crack addict that leads to crack cocaine addiction amongst men. Let's talk about it. We gotta start discussing things like that. This my last post for the night as im heading to bed but for those that need sober connections, feel free to reach out anytime. Im a therapist but im not coming at you as a therapist but as a person with lived experience trying to reach someone that is ready to put the pipe down. Male and female. Hit me anytime. You can have my number too if need be. Keep fighting the good fight. It gets easier.

When did your loved ones find out?

For me I kept my shit hidden like a trunk. They suspected it before I got sober bit never had hard evidence only the fact that I admitted to a coke habit as in powder.

Nevertheless, I kept my business private and only shared with those I trusted.

What was yall experience when people started finding out or suspecting?

I must note it was also hard to tell with me because I used off and on for about 2 years within a 3 year period. 2 to 4 days on, 2 to 4 weeks off.

My looks stayed intact but I lost weight fast. From 240 to 168 in 9 months. I also had a change in behavior as I would get very violent with suici#al and h#mocid#l ideations and would isolate. If I was smoking and didn't want to be bothered.

Share your experience.

Here is a story about a former friend. We went way back since like high school in 2005. We will say for the safety of his identity his name is M.H Courtlyn. Church boy from Mansfield Ohio with a bad porn addiction. That boy sits there and adds random white women (usually the overweight ones cause he has a white bbw fetish) on Facebook all day. He messages them with a copy and paste message hoping to get a reply. The message reads "hey whats up?" He will then go on to hearting and commenting on each picture then proceeds to ask them for content. He will sit there, and give these women his entire paycheck for content and goon8ng material. He will sometimes even take a taxi over to their place of work if they are strippers and spend his entire check on them and get behind in his rent. He wpuld often rant to me and my brother about his problems and would get mad when we refuse to sugar coat things. Long story short, he abandoned his dying mother in exchange for laying up with his dream bbw from Mansfield Ohio,who was actually married btw. His mother died while he gooned over his white bbw/cream pie into white women fantasy. He absolutely hates any woman who is black, but the bug out is the fact that he is black. He was later faced with an eviction because he kept gooning and later started smoking crack while gooning. He sold his 10 thousand dollar car for 1100 dollars to catch up on rent. It was rumored later that he was caught smoking crack in the church bathroom to cope. December of last year, he lost his work from home job making about 22 an hour. Shortly after losing his job, his landlord had enough at synergy properties and formally evicted him. He is homeless as of January this year. No car, no license, no job, but goons to white women, acts predatory towards white women, hate black women, smokes crack, and goes to church every Sunday asking for forgiveness and as if he is godly.

Growing up, I thought Dope Boys had standards but at least where im from, they cheat on their wives and baby mamas with full blown crackies. Im not talking about the women who smoke hard and still have their looks and teeth. Im talking bout the ones that look like skeletore. They hop in full relationships with them. Like fall in love with them. Then sometimes, they start using their product. Is this a common phenomenon where you guys are from? I know in ohio, this is hella common. Some of them be raw dogging crackies who sell themselves too. In fact there's one that has spread HIV to hella dope boys in my neighborhood. Some got lucky, others didn't.

So I know i been spamming yall but Im just spreading awareness and what's real out there with crack use and the streets. If any of yall are in ohio and need to vent or explore ways to get off of it or taper off, or learn about what I did to kick it yall can inbox me or take my number.​

Let's talk about it. Some of best singers that either derailed their career or died tragically were crack user.

Marvin Gaye

The Entire DeBarge Family

David Ruffin from the Temptations

Smokey Robinson though he says he smoked cocaine powder in a weed joint but coke doesn't burn well in powder form.

Dennis Edwards from the Temptations

Rick James

And many more

A lot of using friends i met in addiction could sing very well. Crack kept them from progressing into something greater

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Before dope, I dated educated women with college degrees like me. Still do. I never dated a fiend but I befriended a lot of them and what I learned is women are better a hiding flings and the fact the put out for dope hormones to buy dope than men. I seen one kiss all up on their man after spending the day sucking and hawking several different men up.

I also smashed out this crackie outside of her back yard while looking over the highway at night. Previously I got neck all day that day from her. Then I found out hee mans was one of my plugs and I felt so bad ijust told him while stating it was me, I told him what she did and she doing g that with several dude. I only him cause we got close with our black empowerment talk, and I couldn't dude like that. She literally kissed him after hawking me up. I was disgusted. He stayed with her though and right after she put him on crack.

another friend of mine is hiv positive and does her clients raw. She gave one my dudes the bug. In fact she done smashed every dope boy within a 10 mile radius

These are the tales from midwest.

Be safe out there.

There are two types of dope dealers:

One who basically is like family/friend to addicts

Or

One that is a pure sociopath/narcissist that's cares about nothing but his money and he be violent if he has to and will pimp you out if you're a woman.

I ran with some hard-core cats back in the day when I was on that dope. Real deal killers and gang bangers.

I had 3 primary people I went through.

A n***a named BB, who sells crack and also (smokes crack on the dl) he's a crip, and be pimping his gfs out.

A n***a named P from Chicago, he be pimping women but he used to let me front large amounts up to 600 a few times cause he knew I'd pay him Back always come the first with interest.

A n***a named T from Chicago and that nigga there is hard on women, beat up, pimp em out literally told me he like to give women a sample of hard shit for free abs when they can't pay he makes them suck him off. He's a real deal killer too. During my crack adventures I drove dude somewhere unbeknownst to me and he got out my car to hide in the bushes and stalk this woman.

B became a good friend, was chopped it up a lot and he definitely came through when my family was go8ng through shit just to talk and kick it. He was cool people. Had this been a different time where drugs wasn't involved, I'd still be friends with dude.

P was cool too just like B but I didn't like how he be beating on women. Both of these brothers are in their 50s and did time.

T is the youngest late 40s. He's cool at first but becomes increasingly aggressive over time. He is the example of a gorilla pimp dope dealer from a 70s blaxploitation film.

Therapist most. If you have fit three of these you have a mild Crack cocaine use disorder. If you fit 5, its moderate. You fit more, you have a severe crack use disorder and you probably already have mental disorder 9/10 so you making your mental worse.

1: Taking the substance in larger amounts or longer than intended.

2: Failed attempts to cut down.

3: Spending excessive time getting, using, or recovering from the substance.

4: Cravings: Strong urges or desires to use.

5: Neglected Responsibilities: Failing to fulfill major roles at work, school, or home due to use.

6: Continuing use despite persistent social or interpersonal issues caused by it.

7: Giving up or reducing important social, occupational, or recreational activities.

8: Repeated use in physically hazardous situations.

9: Physical/Psychological Harm: Continued use despite knowing it causes or worsens a physical or mental problem.

10: Tolerance: Needing markedly increased amounts of the substance to achieve the desired effect.

11: Withdrawal: Experiencing withdrawal symptoms upon stopping, or using the substance to relieve them.

you're welcome. educate yourself. Besides, crack is another name for CIA crack import agency. The government brought that in the community to destroy you, originally to destroy civil rights leaders, radicals, and minorities. its a cash crop to make bigger prisons ans keep trapped.

If crack got you by the balls to the point you are sucking glizzies for a rock? You probably should stop. If you stealing from family members and manipulating people out their money, that shit gonna catch up to you. What kind of life is that? Sucking the dope man and random stange glizzies and glizzy goo, knowing you hate it but you love crack that much​? Point being If you dont have the discipline to maintain and keep up with your adulting then you shouldn't be smoking crack. You gotta live qith those choices and im a firm believer that drugs make you 10x the person before you picked it up. So a lot of yall always been dirt bags, that crack just gave you the encouragement to act on it. Granted I am privileged, educated with a bachelor's, masters and soon phd, army veteran, 10p percent va disabled and still work full time job racking in almost 8k a month. Even at the height of my addiction, bills got paid, I never had to steal or scheme people out their money, always held money back for vactions, civlized dates and all. If being in your moms, tricks, dope boys, or the whoredom mansions cold damn moldy basement ​ all day smoking crack and smoking your life away, jacking off endlessly to porn or selling your cooty cat (using what you got to get what you want, cooty cat got like 200k miles on it) is the live you envisioned for yourself, then by all means. Yes, drug use is correlated to a mental disorder and many of yall went through severe trauma, or it runs in your family but yall had purpose once. What happened? The love of your life is gone, your family dont trust you,good friends distanced themselves, you in and out of ja, scheming on ways to pass the piss test for probation, lost all your money, can't get a bank account cause you committed fraud forging checks, when does it end?you should try to find your purpose again. BTW just so you know that you've been seen, I saw a post from a girl smoking crack in the video while she in and out of jail on probation and use to be her therapist. She got kids too, now I aint on no sucka shit (mandated reporting) but I want you to know that I saw it. Let that be a reminder that every one has access to that and it will haunt you later. Peace.