28 M gay in Dubai
ve come to realize the older I’m getting the less I’m relating to my friends and having to deal with losing friendships. This is all because of my homosexuality, my guy friends end up hitting on me and we fuck around which I like but then they are conflicted because they catch feelings and it’s this big rabbit hole I can go on about forever. My friends that are girls are literally guy obsessed that they end up ditching all of their friends once they get a guy and don’t want me around their boyfriends fearing something would happen between me and him. I’m so fed up from being in love triangles and being with guys that are married or with a girlfriend. I guess what I’m looking for is stability and longevity I’m tired of giving it to the wrong people. I love my friends so much and I have so much love for the people that were in my life but it’s hard finding someone on the same wavelength as me. Everyone’s priorities are different than mine and ultimately I really don’t align myself with their lives which breaks my heart. Unfortunately this has led me to cut off so many people that I love because I can see where the road leads if that makes sense. I miss hanging out with my friend everyday and traveling together and sleeping together it was literally all I wanted but of course it ended when a girl came into the picture. I guess what I’m asking is do you think it’s possible to find a guy friend who’s not gonna ditch me as soon as he gets a girlfriend.