u/SpiritedCar6088

I just feel so defeated man i don't even know anymore. I have J cups so binding hardly does shit for me, I'm getting a custom binder soon but I don't even have much hope for it i can't lie. Can't get tape to work either i just ended up with scars on my chest. I'm too afraid to even dress more masculine because i fear people will take one look at me and think "stud" . It's to a point where I'm just considering getting a reduction (even though i know i will be deeply unhappy with it) because it's the only thing my insurance will cover and I'm in so much pain in my day to day life I just think about offing myself.