I do porn and I’ve decided to get an implant (36m)
So I think I’m going to pull the trigger . My insurance agreed to cover the cost . I’m terrified. I’ve been abusing injections for a few years and have some fibrosis . Unfortunately with work I will travel to a city and have to do 4-7 scenes over the course of a weekend . So 4-7 injections at least . Sometimes double or triple that if they don’t work the first time .
I’ve been doing alot of soul searching . I guess I had to decide between slowing down in my career or getting the implant . I know it’s supposed to be a last resort but I guess for me I’m doing it for an edge in my profession.
It’s more of a logistical thing for me.
I do have moderate ED and use pills / injections when I’m not working and occasionally don’t use anything .
But when it comes time to work I’m pretty useless without Bimix. Just due to nerves and challenging positions . Being in a hot tub / having sex on a pool table . Twisting and turning to get the best angle it’s tough to maintain an erection.
I had a video shoot yesterday and had some bruising on my penis from needles that I was self conscious about and coincidently there was a guy there (not a performer ) but he was married to one of the girls and was telling me he had an implant and he loved it . He was in his late 70s
I realize at my age I’ll probably have more than a couple implants in my lifetime .
I’ve thought about quitting porn but it’s really my passion and it’s not an option.