u/Spiritual-HorseK

i need outside perspectives please….
my boyfriend and i just broke up because he kicked my door in and trashed my place without me being present. i understand it’s all fucked up but why does my brain still miss/want him back after something so horrible can be done to me? like seriously what is wrong w me and how do i stop feeling this way? i think im under reacting towards the entire situation compared to others.
thanks in advance!