u/Spiritual-Mail2432

Does anyone know where’s a good firework watch spot that is family friendly?

So I’ve been with my husband for about 4 years now. We have a 17 month old. My husband was a porn addict, he still battles sometimes but he says he hasn’t watched it in a few months yet I find his phone full of naked girls all over his social media. But the best part is yet to come. We got into a conversation about his lust problem and it led to him admitting that he jerks off while he’s at work. I asked him how often and he says he’s done it many times but the last time he’s done it was about 6 months ago. I do not believe that at all b/c I see that when he watches these half naked videos of girls on social media I can see the history of when he watches and he watches it the days he return to work. Yet he swears he hasn’t touched himself in over month while at work. I’m a sahm, with no income. And Im torn between just calling it quits or him seeking professional help. I told him he needs professional help and he just says that Jesus will help him and he’ll just stop doing it. This is so embarrassing to even talk about that I haven’t told anyone. I just needed to vent and hear other people opinions on this. I feel like I’m doomed if I stay. It’s like my whole perception of him just gets worse and I never know what he is truly thinking and how far his lust goes. It’s so much easier to just stay since he provides for everything and really helps around the house and with our child.