u/Spiritual-Spare-9536

Salam! I have been trying to quit for years now but im unable to quit atp. i have tried everything but stilli end up relapsing again and again. i try to stay busy with my gym and work but i still end up in this ditch. i am going crazy due to this. i am a women and i want to quit this and get married , any help is appreciated as i was feeling a really low when i made this post. thanks!