u/SpitF1ghter

I really can’t believe I’m here again

I’ve avoided making this post for a long time. I quit maybe 6 months ago. I was doing great, feeling amazing, had my life and energy back.

My wife is bipolar and after switching to a new medication she tried to kill herself. This put pretty much the entire emotional, psychological, and physical household needs of not only our five children but also her on me.

On top of that I’m a bit of a mental mess myself, I just suppress it and shove it down so my family can lean on me. The shop less than a block from me sells single packs and while my wife was admitted in the behavioral hospital i bought one. It felt so fucking good. You all remember that first time, it was like that all over again.

It started with a single every other week, then it was weekly, then a couple times a week. Three weeks ago I got a free five pack as a frequent customer reward and just collapsed. Im up to 40-80mg a day depending. The withdrawals are brutal when im not on it, the headaches, you all know, i don’t need to go into it.

Im such a piece of shit. Im a fucking junky ass piece of shit and i cant even tell anyone because my wife is still working through med changes and fragile and im still carrying the weight of my entire household. Twice now i bought a pack and broke it up with the intention of tapering and both time I just ate it all almost like i wanted to harm myself for being so stupid.

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u/SpitF1ghter — 5 hours ago
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Kumiko wall panels

After applying gridfinity to my entire kitchen thinking this is the coolest project ever I stumbled upon Kumiko wall panels. Oh. My. Gawd. I am so far down this rabbit hole!!

Has anyone made any cool Kumiko wall art? Are you all using Paper View’s files? Love to see some of your work if you have pics.

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u/SpitF1ghter — 3 days ago
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We have always relied on the them for our meat during the winter. Well never again.

These people are horribly disgusting. They lost the bid for the farmers market but instead of proceeding with class and grace, looking out for the vendors and farmers that rely on the market to feed their own families they have decided to stone wall the new group running the market.

They refused to provide a list of vendors, contact information, or any previous information. The new crew has literally been driving out to farmers trying to find the vendors. PFC had been spreading false information claiming the market would be a mess and EBT tokens would not be available. THE ACTUAL IS THAT YOU CAN NOW TAKE OUT $50 in double up!!!

The PFC is refusing to hand over any of the social media accounts. Acting like children isn’t just hurting the new operators but also the farmers, vendors, and families that rely on this community staple.

There are petitions out there for owners to sign, they want to recall the board. I have several owners in my family that will all be signing.

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u/SpitF1ghter — 20 days ago

Ok so first I admit I know/knew very little about filament printers I’ve printed resin on a phrozen SM4K for like 5 years. I did very little research on what to buy. I knew my price point and basically just read every forum I could find to find the two most recommended by users (flashforge adventurer vs Bamboo A1 Mini) the A1 being the slightly above budget option.

BUT it wasn’t above budget, in fact it was less than the FF and yall were like “yeah A1M all the way” so I bought it and fluck my Arsehole Batman this thing rocks….the built in camera, the crazy speed, plug and play simplicity, the easy AMS Lite Add-on (def buying within the next 3 months), this thing is 100X more BA than expected.

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u/SpitF1ghter — 28 days ago