depression is gonna be my end
18 F here. im in uni and im struggling so bad right now. i cant focus on my studies and i got a major exam next month. ive been struggling with depression since years but now its got sm worse and ive been crying almost every single day. i love being with people and during then ill keep all my sorrows away but bottling up my emotions have been such a great struggle for me.
im planning to end my life cause theres just too much going on like i cant express it all but i really wish i could js tell someone everything. ive been cutting myself since 6th grade and stopped for a while but now im back at it.
theres no one at home and im in dormitory so i cant even visit my hometown when i have holidays. my family is very broken, messy and they dont really care about my emotions. i dont wanna live like this i want to escape from this hell. i keep visualizing my death cause rn i think thats the only end option i got. pls help me out.