In a bit of a pickle
So I've found myself in a situation that im having a hard time getting out of. And I guess getting support for.
I just had my 3rd baby with my husband of 8 years and about 2 months ago I found out hes been cheating on me...with everyone and anyone. And on top of that hes been abusive so I called it quits.
Even though he wont leave and he doesnt take it seriously and even our families are like well youre stuck together good luck, and figure it out. But im not sticking around for this anymore and I started getting some advice and direction on how to get help to get out. But now hes back in the house. Obviously he lives here. And he left because things got crazy, he threatened to hurt the kids and I called the cops, they didnt do anything because he knows how to get out of things and I looked crazy. Even though i was the one needing help from him. I called his mom and sister, i mean after he threatened to hurt the kids I didn't know what else to do. I called everyone in a panic because I got locked out. Anywho, his stupid mom brought him back and now I have to play nice until I can go but hes already trying to touch me and start his sorry again. I already asked him not to before he came home and for us to just basically ignore eachother unless its about the kids for now so we dint fight. If i tell him its over he'll get mean again. I know im crazy and I know im not doing ok because of everything I found out. But idk how to make him back up without everything blowing up in my face again. I told him to sleep in the other room and he slept on the couch right outside my door..i tell him to stop touching me and im still being touched. I dont want to blow up but I dont want to put up with it either.
Im so embarrassed. And I'm kinda scared so please dont be too harsh.