Day 30
Greatday, 1 month since my last relapse. I have learnt my lesson!
I will not gamble today!
Greatday, 1 month since my last relapse. I have learnt my lesson!
I will not gamble today!
I need to make $5k within 2 months to pay back my creditor. Financial stress have caused gambling urges to occur. I must stay strong!
I will not gamble today!
Grinding for money! In an honest way!
I will not gamble today
Tasks are piling up, need to get my procrastinating, lazy ass to work.
I will not gamble today!
Spending my time with my family. Life is great!
I will not gamble today!
I thank God for the journey he gave me! I am grateful for everything I have, for the lessons I have learned.
I will not gamble today!
Feeling Ok. New orders coming in, meaning extra money for my family. I need to stay focus and finish my task today.
Today I will not gamble!
There are some days when I feel content and completely out of this disease, and posting on this subreddit is unnecessary.
I'm not! I'm always a compulsive gambler. I feel OK now because my illness has just get under control for the last three weeks of discipline. I must not let my guard down! Ever!
Today I will not gamble!
I paid my monthly payment to my lender today. Have around $5 left. Feeling good. Now I need to continue to grind for my family.
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Got a lot of work today. Must keep myself busy and productive. I must try to avoid stress and confliction, as it will trigger the urges.
I will not gamble today
I was very closed to gamble yesterday. I was reckless, emotional, and willing to put a $15 bet on a number game. Luckily, I was able to talk myself out of it.
Today, I will not gamble.
Unproductive morning. Too many distractions. The weather is beautiful where I live now. would love to go for a picnic, but money is tight :(
Anw, I will not gamble today. And I hope you all do the same. Life is beautiful; do not ruin it!
Gambling is not a way to make money. Gambling will not solve my financial hardship. Gambling just lead to destruction, in all scenario.
Today I will not gamble!
I remember the pain, the confusion that gambling did to me. I remember sleepless nights where i try to list down all the loan I took. I remember the humiliation when I confess with my family and the madness when I blow away my entire paycheck just 5 hour later.
Never again!!!!
Today I will not gamble
I am worrying sick about my future. I am a full time content writer, basically I help Chinese students do their home work and dissertation. I am good at my task, but the market is shrinking due to AI, threatening my income.
Anw, I will be fine as always, as long as I stay away from gambling.
Today I will not gamble.
So far so good.
Loan payment is coming up, a consequence of my latest relapse. I still keep them a secret. A tricky situation is that almost all of my income goes directly to my wife. I have to think of something to get money, in a honest way, of course. No matter what, I will be fine, as long as I stay away from my addiction.
I will not gamble today!
Life is good, My 34 birthday is coming. I have a family with a beautiful daughter, a lovely wife. My parents are enjoying their retirement. I will not ruin the happiness of these people by gambling.
Most importantly, I will not gamble today!
Unproductive day; I got distracted. Sinful thoughts and temptation have come. I'm trying my best to avoid it
I will not gamble today.