u/Standard-Switch5822

Day 23

There are some days when I feel content and completely out of this disease, and posting on this subreddit is unnecessary.

I'm not! I'm always a compulsive gambler. I feel OK now because my illness has just get under control for the last three weeks of discipline. I must not let my guard down! Ever!

Today I will not gamble!

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u/Standard-Switch5822 — 9 days ago

Day 22

I paid my monthly payment to my lender today. Have around $5 left. Feeling good. Now I need to continue to grind for my family.

If anyone have time. Please help me fill the following survey. It's a small project for my dissertation. Thank you so much!
Note: Please tick yes for currently active user of Mobile banking app

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https://uwe.eu.qualtrics.com/jfe/form/SV_e97YDKoc4fuY5H8

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u/Standard-Switch5822 — 10 days ago

Day 18

I was very closed to gamble yesterday. I was reckless, emotional, and willing to put a $15 bet on a number game. Luckily, I was able to talk myself out of it.

Today, I will not gamble.

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u/Standard-Switch5822 — 14 days ago

Day 17

Unproductive morning. Too many distractions. The weather is beautiful where I live now. would love to go for a picnic, but money is tight :(

Anw, I will not gamble today. And I hope you all do the same. Life is beautiful; do not ruin it!

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u/Standard-Switch5822 — 15 days ago

Day 14

I remember the pain, the confusion that gambling did to me. I remember sleepless nights where i try to list down all the loan I took. I remember the humiliation when I confess with my family and the madness when I blow away my entire paycheck just 5 hour later.
Never again!!!!
Today I will not gamble

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u/Standard-Switch5822 — 18 days ago

Day 13

I am worrying sick about my future. I am a full time content writer, basically I help Chinese students do their home work and dissertation. I am good at my task, but the market is shrinking due to AI, threatening my income.

Anw, I will be fine as always, as long as I stay away from gambling.

Today I will not gamble.

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u/Standard-Switch5822 — 18 days ago

Day 11

So far so good.
Loan payment is coming up, a consequence of my latest relapse. I still keep them a secret. A tricky situation is that almost all of my income goes directly to my wife. I have to think of something to get money, in a honest way, of course. No matter what, I will be fine, as long as I stay away from my addiction.

I will not gamble today!

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u/Standard-Switch5822 — 20 days ago

Day 10

Life is good, My 34 birthday is coming. I have a family with a beautiful daughter, a lovely wife. My parents are enjoying their retirement. I will not ruin the happiness of these people by gambling.
Most importantly, I will not gamble today!

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u/Standard-Switch5822 — 22 days ago