u/Standard_Comb4058

hi guys im an incoming student for medicine. kinda super dumb question but i was wondering what laptops everyone is using. any combo u feel is perfect and helps u? im looking into it first cuz im on a budget but i want to get something that lasts long, is compatible with the learning platforms used in school and is easy to carry around. cost isnt too big of a problem. i only use an ipad air rn so anything that goes with that helps. any advice is appreciated and thank you so much in advance!

ill try to write in point form lol.

i met a guy by chance a few months ago and we immediately hit it off. started off as friends but he confessed he likes me so we started dating online. we exchanged socials and interacted online because we live far away from each other and i have a lot of commitments with school stuff etc. he has a standard routine of going to work and coming back but i was in the middle of applying to schools. he suggested applying to schools in his city and the schools had the course, so anyways i did. i also applied to many schools overseas to increase my chances of getting my dream course (its medicine so its competitive). after talking and video chatting, everyday for 2 months, he started acting off and felt very distant. eventually after 1 month of being awkward confessed that he has many stressful issues with self image and just feels locked into a cycle of repeating his daily routine. i understand what he goes through because i myself am clinically depressed and have anxiety issues. i respected all of this and gave him all the time and space he needed, didn’t expect much from him but still remained by his side. overtime he never did anything to change his situation but ghosted me or complained to me and never acknowledged anything about my day/life in general. he only texted me when he was horny and i was starting to feel “left out” idk. i got stressed out by this, explained to him why and how i was feeling and broke up with him. we decided to remain friends though to check up on each other as we were both mentally going through it. after a week of silence i texted him again to ask if he is ok mentally. he said no but was happy i contacted him again and we kinda made up. he was still distant and cold, occasionally texting me only when he was horny, again which made me feel weird and i told him but he gave me the same reasons again. then recently, i got into a school which is very far away from his city but i just told him the good news because i felt like sharing it with my friends AKA him. he congratulated me and i thought that everything was going to be ok. i think that was a great mistake. he blocked me on everything. i cant find him on anywhere. i am very sad because he never stated he was mad at me or wtvr he is feeling? ik many people might think im dumb for even talking to him after all this but he meant a lot to me. he listened every time my family put me through shit and i was lost. now he vanished without a trace.

im sad. idk if i hurt him or if he just cannot accept that im going to study in a completely different city. i feel like i have no closure and lost the one person i can talk to about anything.