I hate my life.
Just found out my husband of two years broke a boundary.
I made a post before hyping him up and now I regret it. He’s a terrible man. I plan on leaving but I don’t know where to start. I’ve been a Sahm for two years
No education or anything. I have two under two. I live in Washington because of my husband I’m originally from Illinois. How do I start. He’s in the Air Force if that matters. I already confront him. Of course he’s begging for another chance. I have nothing good to feel for him. I don’t think I love him I care but because he’s the dad of my sons but I need to find respect for myself. I blurred nude photos and names but you guys can see what I saw. I’m just disappointed and sad. Sad that this is what my life came to. Mostly heartbroken that my mom thought I was gonna be with a good man but I chose terribly. I’m 26 and fat now and I’m gonna try to lock in with the gym so hopefully I’m just not stuck at home miserable. He won’t give me any bank info so I need to find a weekend job. I’m sorry for being all over the place my life is just destroyed now.
Update. He spent over 500 on Jan 6th this year
I gave birth on December 17 so it took like 3 weeks to cheat on me. This hurts like a crazy amount. I had preeclampsia I was still healing from birth.