u/Starling_da_Musician

A Muslim told me I have mental probloms because I don't believe in God, and I'm lesbian.​

(This is a random photo btw, nothing to do with this traumatic experience)

So i had just finished the blue bird quests (yay!) And decided to relax in the map. I really like the stars there. This guy approached me and I lit his candle, he gestured me to follow him to a table he had placed. I sat down and he and I did small talk. But then it got weird, he asked me "where are you from?" I told him "...idk.." because I didn't wanna share. Then he asked me my age, I get really uncomfortable with saying this stuff because like many minors, I was sexually harassed on roblox. So I have trauma from that, and multiple trust issues. I told him I was a teenager, wich is a broad spectrum of ages. He said he was 20. I got uncomfortable because he seemed creepy, and up to no good. Then he friended me and asked why i was so shy. I told him it's not that I'm shy it's that I just don't like people, he told me "aahh, you have trust issues don't you." I said yes, and he asked me a couple more mentally personal questions. I don't remember how but we got to a point in the conversation, he said "don't worry child, God is there to guide you." I ment no harm and just straight up told him, "I don't believe in god." He said, "oh well that's why you have mentally probloms, you must believe in God or you will be depressed."

...WHAT?!

Look, I have no hate to religion, I don't believe in anything because one of my family members told me to k¡ll mysɛlf because I'm lesbian and that God will never love me. Yeah, traumatic.

But he took me to a secluded space and tried convincing me to break up with my girlfriend and become Muslim.

​so, I faught back. I told him reasons why I loved my gf, and why it's not wrong. He said, "just because it feels right doesn't mean it is." Then he said this comment.... "If I feelt like sleeping with my sister, it's wrong."

Um...

What..

Just seriously, how does me loving a non family member, have to do with sleeping with a sister. Ew... I told him it made no sense. He told me that I just wished to follow my desires. I told him this poem I made, "I believe in no god, I believe in time. That we all get only so much of it, and we must chose how we spend it or who we spend it with." He said I was just following my lust.

Here's the difference between love and lust for some people:

•Love: a strong connection someone may feel platonically or romantically.

•Lust: feeling more of a sexual way towards someone.

I told him I LOVED HER. He kept using the word lust. He said "life is a test, not a game." Then I told him probably the most sane thing. "Why should I waste my time on a test, pretending to be something I'm not, and acting different, saying that's happiness? When I can truly be happy, loving who I want, and being who I want to be."

He said this again... "your just following your desires.." I told him "I'm following my dreams, my goals. You sir, are following liars, and such hateful people."

He started repeating himself, getting manic.

"You could start a new page." He said that. "Why start a new page when I can decorate this one?"

I was basically crying now. Not because of how mean he was, but because I was so tired... so tired of going in circles with him. I told him this before I blocked him, "sir, I don't give an ever loving crap if I go to he'll. We are here now, I'm done talking to someone who makes me feel hated when I could be with my friends right now. So if you'll excuse me, I'm going to go do something worth my time." Then I blocked him.

I don't have any hate against religious people, I just need some of them to know that God isn't something everyone needs to believe in/worship.

☆/I mean no harm to religious ppl, I write my essays to vent/spread awareness of things/ hey you there! "Pst- yeah you! I just got a yt channel, go check it out!"​ | {special thanks to all my good sky friends who let me cry when I joined them. And to my girlfriend, who I was calling while talking to this guy.}☆

So I just had to deal with alot. I know this sub reddit is really awsome so I wanted to come here to vent/get advice.

So my best friend recently told me that HE (cis male) had feelings for me. I hadn't explained to any of my friends that I was lesbian. I felt really scared and decided to just say I liked him back, we started dating and then I finally stood up for myself and told him I was lesbian and I was not into him. He was really mad at me and threatened "slip in slide" because of me. I had developed feelings for my only irl female friend, when he found out, he was REALLY mad. He told all my friends he didn't want to talk to me anymore. I could care less. Now, I decided to tell my best friend how I felt, the only problom, I'm really anxious. Shy at some points ig. I didn't know what to say, so I spoke to a friend to get advice. He told me "just speak your mind." I told him "it was hard to do that with a girl that's really important to me." I sooner or later told him I was going to confess to her, he supported me. Then he told me my ex was mad at me. (I haven't heard back from my ex on anything yet) I called the girl, and we talked for like an hour. Then I told her. She said yes! ♡ I was really happy.

I came here to ask what I should tell my ex, because he gets aggro/emotional, whenever I talk to him now.

It took me 3 hours so tell me what you think!!! ♡♡♡

☆Starling☆ is so lesbian lolz.

This idea was from my gf btw! They really like decor. :3

I'm the introvert, builder, and musician.

Future me writing this: §ĥ¡ţ! I forgot the actor. Sorry to the thespians.. pt 2 soon. ♡

Here's some of the art I've made before.

If you want to do collab art, I will only post it on my channel if you want me to.

Comment on here with an idea, your main artstyle, and characters you want to draw. and I will reply with either a yes or no.

RMEMBER: I want to only stick to tadc characters. I sent this in the shipper cave for a reason.

♡Drew shelly in my artstyle I hope yall like it!♡

Figured out I was lesbian after telling myself I'm bi because guys like me but I like girls.

Moral of the story: "GO LESBIANS WOMEN ARE HOT!!!"

☆Explaining why I put these pictures here: So you may be wondering, "Starling why is there a picture of a huge krill underwater with you standing RIGHT NEXT TO IT? Don't you have megalaphobia?" Yes, yes I do. My therapist told me I should try facing my fear of large creatures and objects. So I did the Abyss mission. (I give you full permission to laugh here) I'm not even kidding this was literally the most horrifying moment I've had in this game. I. Was. Screaming. My sister was right next to me the whole time and fell off the chair laughing. I literally threw my device away from me (I'm not even kidding lol). This was really fun, but in all honesty, I'm NEVER going back here! Love you Rosie, but no. Lol.☆

♡that last picture is me playing sky right after a bad injury. I thought it was funny so I added it here. Teehee!♡

I was on Sky yesterday and saw a survey they wanted us to take. I thought "oooo free candles count me in!" I didn't know what I was getting into.

If you haven't seen my post on "Hopping on to this Home situation" go check that out before you read.

When I made a theory on what TGC was planning with Home, I said that they were probably trying to avoid decorating, adding onto, or showing attention to Home so they could replace it with avairy village. I am a proud 5 year Vetaran and I LOVE Home. I have a bunch of memories in Home, and so does any other Vetaran. I read back on the comments for the other long 2 hour essay I wrote and saw so many sweet comments on their memories with Home. ♡

Things said: Most of the comments I got were talking about their memories with Home and their theories, but then there were my fellow Veterans, (who I 100% agree with) who said that if Sky takes down Home, they will leave. I have already decided I would most likley leave swell. I read one of the memories someone said they had their. It's sad. It is so sad how TGC would (theoretically) try and take down something as wonderful as Home.

My response: I DID respond to this. It doesn't say my response​ because I was so shocked I took a screenshot without any hesitation. I responded basically saying how I thought it was ignorant. Wich I still believe it is. I will NEVER be found lighting the avairy village home candle unless they force me to.

What we could do about it: NO I don't think we should shout at TGC. I think what would be wise is getting more players on our side. We only have around... I don't know let's say, 70k people in this reddit (maybe) (maybe even less). So I all of us who have Home, can bring MORE PLAYERS into Home. TGC may realize, "maybe people do like home and we should have sticked with it in the first place."

I am not trying to harm TGC I am simply bringing news to people and starting heartfelt conversation | comment down your stories behind Home and your theories/ideas with the situation going on.

♡This artpeice took 6 hours total. ♡

☆I don't like the ship name Abstradgedy for them, it makes it sound like zooble abstracted. I call them TattoArt because zooble literally said, "oh yeah I was a tattoo artist for a few years." And gangle is an artist, so for God's sake don't attack me for thinking that Abstradgedy is not a good ship name.☆

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♡Caine x Bubble♡

Ty to the people who gave me requests!♡

☆I hope ya'll enjoy! I'm gonna make more in the future!☆

-Starling☆

☆It took me twenty minutes. But I love it! Should I make more fanart?☆

-Starling☆

I'll be there from 3:15pm-3:45pm! BAI♡

-Starling☆

I just wanted to talk abt some days of color cosmetics and if they have special effects!♡

I know that a handful of people are sad about how you can't AFK and collect colored light anymore. And I completely agree! I wasn't here last year, because I was taking a break from Sky cotl, but I don't like doing work. Sky is supposed to be something we all can feel comfortable in. It is a happy place for most of us.♡ I don't like being pressured to do work, and that's what this feels like.

☆Share your opinions in comments☆

☆this post is for informational and theoretical purposes only☆ /I don't mean any harm or hate to TGC i just want to talk to people about their opinions and experiences/ ☆thanks for reading!☆