✨👐🏻✨ The arrow may also become part of a wip for Loki washi tape, too, featuring references to his other myths and children~. (Yes this really will be a real and physical sticker one may own as part of a bunch of Revolution stickers I'm making 💗. And no, I won't forget to put a lil update once they're here~ 💕) For now, feast your eyes, I hope you enjoy the food~.
I know often people get the two mixed up, but as one artist to my fellows... What if Baldur's blood hitting the berries/leaves of mistletoe changes them to holly leaves and berries? 👀 Bc yk... They're red like blood, and the leaves are sharp like arrow heads? Eh? Eh~? Might be a fun idea to use in offering art as well~ 💗
So, right before I was/am about to do an art booth at a con, and I mean literally HALF AN HOUR before I woke up to get ready for it lol, I had a pretty weird 3 part dream.
First part involved me, aside from all the other weird stuff going on, eating banana bread. And I haven't dreamt about eating bread except for the first time I officially became aware of Loki, and he gave me bread to eat in that dream, lol.
Second dream was pretty cute, involved me watching Athena having a very sweet and cute relationship with a baby horse...? Dunno why, never dreamed of her before~! And I forgot she had a horse lol 😭
Third dream was the same theme, but with Loki and a horse he had. (Not the spider horse, lol, just A Horse That Was His in the dream.) Which he was also being sweet/loving to, and this horse was fully grown.
....then I get to the con, and immediately upon signing in, there's a guy with a Marvel Loki fanny pack...
And I swear I haven't seen Loki cosplays in forever, but I saw like 2 so far 💀 What is happening lol 😭
Anyway, any interpretations on the dreams? :0
I have a shared laundry building where I live, and I had forgotten about some pillows I'd washed the day before... So I went in there to take care of business after I had gotten home from closing, upon suddenly remembering this. ...And wtf follows me into the room from outside, but a FLYING BIG ASS ROACH?
When I tell you all. The way I screamed lmfao. 💀
So it landed on one wall, and then flew again to a corner of the ceiling...right where a new camera was. 😭
We all know what I'm getting at, I don't even need to say anymore I'm sure lol, but I was dyiiiiing in there on my knees, lmao. Anyone that might see that footage is probably gonna be wondering why I was saying "whyyyy?!!! What the hell?! 😭" Lol. He's such a jerk sometimes 😔
Lol idk what else to title this, but I'm curious~. I know sometimes Loki tends to pilfer stuff now and again (and also I may have undiagnosed things like ADHD, autism, yk. Idk what, I just know something ain't right type shit lol.), but some of these things have been very specific, and two of them were very personal, one being extremely so. (Still kinda mourning the loss of it tbh 🥀)
The biggest one was my last surviving baby blanket. I won't go into details, I think one thing can be clearly summarizing of generally how it happened by simply saying "shared laundry unite site". 💀
The second biggest were...for whatever darned reason?? Funny bunny earrings I had made to sell at a con?? (It's a ship from the amazing digital circus on YouTube lol) I haven't been able to find them for months, even with tearing apart the place quite a few times and at this point I'll have to remake them. 💀
And the last one I've noticed isn't really the end of the world, I could eventually find and buy another one exactly like it. But it was a cute key necklace.
Oh shit yk what, I almost didn't think to count it but it definitely counts and I know for a fact this man booted them right out of my life very swiftly literally as a birthday present to me lmfao...
But a now ex-friend, as well. 💀 We can count them among the lost stuff, I guess 😬 (I've had my time to get my emotions out about this one, but, honestly very surprisingly, once that time was over, it hasn't really been hurting me as much as I was fearful it would.)
Needless to say I've definitely wondered more than once if these things are meant to be significant enough that they're gone to somehow make room for something very good to come in, as I know is also usually a habit of his. (Yes, I've asked for him to bring them back to me, in case it was myself being silly that lost them, at least with the last two that's still possible with, lol, but so far nothing.) So...has anyone had this sort of thing happen with him, just to have something immensely good come into their life afterwards? It's kinda what my gut has been telling me, but still, I like shared stories so please tell me yours~. 💚
And the second question I wanted to know if ppl related to or not, is to make sure I'm not absolutely CRAZY, lmao.
Ok, was it just fucking me??? I became new and aware of everything around 2018-2019, with Loki? Very close to a full decade ago, right before anything with covid happened. Once that point hit/astrology went crazy, I could always call on him and still sense/hear him, or know he was there, but the interactions just were not the same at all. For years. I'd almost started to just assume that my life was going through so much change, he took a heavy step back because him being added into the mix was just going to be too much for me, even if it made me pretty droopy/even if I didn't agree about that all the time.
And then literally the day the first big alignment of Barbault's Basket ended (Jul 25th), it's like all of that suddenly snapped back into the normal I remember from first becoming aware of him nearly ten ass years ago, lol. Did anyone else experience anything like that?? It felt like he was "away" (not rly but yk, like the god phone reception was fucking abysmal lol), fucking up the white house or something, idk. 😭 And then he just happened to "come back" the same day that big event just finished aligning or whatever... Like c'mon, huh??? Lol 😭 Tell me it wasn't just me 💀. Didn't think I'd ever interact with this guy like that ever again for some reason, he scared me smh. 🥀