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I used to go a ton as a kid (my mom worked there as a gm) and there was this honey mustard that came in little black tubs (not the kens foil cup they use now). It was much different than any other honey mustard (trust me I LOVE honey mustard and have tried MANY)

I CANNOT FOR THE LIFE OF ME FIGURE OUT THE BRAND OR RECIPE AND I NEED IT. I am not joking I think about this at least once a month and feel actually insane. If anyone worked there back in the day and can help me out in identifying it i would be eternally grateful

I used to go a ton as a kid (my mom worked there as a gm) and there was this honey mustard that came in little black tubs (not the kens foil cup they use now). It was much different than any other honey mustard (trust me I LOVE honey mustard and have tried MANY)

I CANNOT FOR THE LIFE OF ME FIGURE OUT THE BRAND OR RECIPE AND I NEED IT. I am not joking I think about this at least once a month and feel actually insane. If anyone worked there back in the day and can help me out in identifying it i would be eternally grateful.

I posted here yesterday for advice and everyone is saying go get checked and do a transvaginal ultrasound to diagnose or get a referral for endo. And I just called the only income based gyne in my area and they straight up told me they do not do Transvaginal ultrasounds for anyone unless they are pregnant or they have an iud. They wouldn't even tell me how much anything costs to be able to save up to even go to the appointment. Like simply refused to tell me the cost saying 'they won't know until im at the clinic what the price is' and I asked if they could transfer me to someone who DOES know the prices they refused so I just hung up because what else do I do.

Anyone who specializes in endo near me requires a referral and I literally don't know how to get it, and im trying. I'm 25 yrs old with level 2 autism and my parents are dead the only family I have is my sister who just keeps say 'I don't know what to say/do'. I don't want to be whining on reddit but at this point every medical establishment just keeps slamming the door in my face(metaphorically)

I need help and I want to help myself but apparently I CANT.

I don't know what to do and I feel like im just deteriorating by the day and every symptom keeps getting worse.

Edit : I live in Texas, I do not have insurance, I can't drive