Law of assumption ruined my mental health.
Hi everyone! Recently joined this community and I feel so seen to be honest. I feel less alone in how much my mental health has declined due to this “law”. I found out about manifesting , subliminal and law of attraction in 2018 when I was 16 years old. One thing that I was trying to manifest did actually happen and so therefore I believed it worked, even though I now realise it was coincidental. In 2024, my “sitiationship” broke up with me and that shattered me. I looked up how to manifest a specific person back and found law of assumption. I “scripted” a whole apology and him getting back with me and it happened. He came back for around 2 months then left me again. The year afterwards , I spent psychotically affirming, listening to subliminal, scripting, paying coaches… buying courses. Everything. It’s now been almost two years since he left, and I can see it happened for a reason and I’m much better off now but I can’t believe how much time I wasted on this shit. 8 years really.. 16-23.
At the end of last year, my elderly dog became sick. I didn’t panic, I had seen a video that said you can REVISE your dogs age and I believed it. I committed and said that my dog was a pup and healthy and stuck to the belief. Imagine my shock when I woke up a few weeks later to find out he was dead. I blamed myself, thought I didn’t manifest “properly” or “good enough”. I then started to try revise his death. Jump to a few months later, my grandpa gets diagnosed with cancer. We were very close. Again, I meditate, script, manifest, try all the techniques and try desperately to reach out to coaches for help. A lot of them said they didn’t feel comfortable helping with this type of situation and focus on SP etc. most of them didn’t even reply. I was desperate to make sure my grandpa would be ok. Anyway, he got worse and worse and passed away in may. I don’t think I even fully accepted it until I seen his body, all due to this stupid “law”. The months following since have been full of intrusive thoughts, being terrified of my own thoughts and “manifesting” someone or myself to be sick, terrified of manifesting bad things due to my grief. When I first found out about law of assumption, I was a happy person. Positive, outgoing and happy. Now, 2 years later from finding the first law of assumption video I seen on TikTok, I’m a shell of myself. I’m withdrawn, on medication, struggling with suicidal thoughts due to the sheer fear of manifesting them and this community and finding it has really grounded me. It’s been a comfort reading everyone else’s stories and experiences and realising I’m not alone, and I was not at fault for “manifesting wrong” or not “living in the end”.
Time to get my life back on track and distance myself from this delusional community. Wish I never came across it. It’ll take time and I’m going to go back to therapy but thanks to this community I finally feel like I have some hope for my life.
Thank you all 🙏