Advice needed
So , I am 30 and haven't had a job ever in my life. I live in a developing nation and live with my parents. The first few years after getting out college i tried call centre jobs but didn't last a day. I tried selling insurance but couldn't find customers. It has been tough since then. My mornings are looking for jobs and studying trying to get into the government in my country but things seem to have been in vain. I haven't even taken my mom and dad abroad like I have always wanted to. I feel like everyone around me has a job and working so hard and moving with other things in life like finding a partner and getting healthcare for their aging parents and I feel like I have fallen far behind.
I want to turn my life around but I don't know how? Money is such a big problem. I wish I was born with it.