it just doesnt get better
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lol everythings going to shit recently for me,
my school's counselor sent me to the hospital after they learned that i cut, worst 2 hour experience of my life, they told everything to my parents and signed me up for a therapy program that takes up 1/2 of my summer
then after all of that my girlfriend decided to break up with me because im a failure and cant be a good person for amuythjing i cant hold back myh animosity and kee[p making them upsetr because i keep cutting
after that i can't stay clean for more than a day, every night im putting 20+ more cuts into my thigh bceause i just cant stop being a bad person and need to pay back for it, everythings been so stressful i dont think i can or want to go through this anymlre
everythings just been getting worse ever since i started in march