u/Stunning_Comment5474

i really hate when people straight up judges sarah for her actions in this one because it's clearly that she's having a depressive episode, i mean she's not doing things for fun, >!her grandmother just died along with the chance of getting her sisters a cure, also mrs s. tells in her face that she'll always be an orphan and pretty much blames her for everything!<. sarah was a troubled kid and still troubled as an adult, so OF COURSE that would be her response. i mean the episode ends >!with her trying to kill herself for christ sake.!<

>!imo among all the sisters she has had the worst ending. when she says "i don't know how to be happy" in the last episode it breaks my heart, she deserved better.!<

so i was scrolling through some orphan black fanfics and ended up finding some of them tagged as "sarah/cosima" and i was like wait a minute and sorta ended up reading a bunch of them out of curiosity but now im completely obsessed with them, like PAINFULLY, and the fact that ive recently rewatched the show and ended up hating delphine doesn't help my case AT ALL.

the way cosima keeps trusting her every season enrages me SO MUCH, i probably did like them 10 years ago but now im such a hater!!! i dont know if its because of punkymonkey or ive just grown as a person and im more critical now.

anyway, that's not the point! i need to know if im alone in this in the year of 2026, bc i know that at least 5 other people were having fun writing them in ao3 back in idk 2017 soooo where are you nowwww?