u/SubjectBig5814

24 female. i’ve been smoking for about the last 3 years. at first it was only before bed and then it turned into like an all day stoned every day type of ordeal. I hit thc-a pens that are legal in texas. from morning til night.

my last hit of weed was about 27 hours ago.

symptoms as of 2 days ago:
• vomiting twice
• constant general nausea
• waves of intense nausea that pair with a hot flash
• burping like crazy
• burping up food that i ate over 8 hours ago.
• indigestion
• pooping mucus only.
• feel the need to go but nothing happens.
• gas pains
• hot bath and shower helps only for a little bit though
• can’t fucking sleep

i took two benedryl last night and i was still waking up every 30 minutes genuinely.

i’ve been dealing w these symptoms on and off for at least a year. i thought it was acid reflux, or gerd, or ibs, or idfk.

i’m miserable.

I’ve applied to multiple jobs and have sent follow up emails but have received nothing back 💔

I attended a job fair hosted by the district i work at (as a sub) and i even have two references from teachers in the district.

from some of the people i’ve talked to, it seems like ppl are not understanding what an intern certificate is or maybe it’s just undesirable to hire someone going thru an ACP.

i’ve only applied to jobs in one district because i really want to work in this specific one.

should i be worried or relax? summer is in 2 weeks.

support.. advice..

24f, live with my grandmother and great aunt..

I’m in my room, getting ready for work when my grandmother knocks on my door. I get up within 10 seconds and i open the door. She immediately gets pissed off at me because my door is locked. she said it’s disrespectful to lock doors in her house.

our first interaction of the day and she’s yelling at me and calling me disrespectful.

I pay $1000 a month to her for rent. We live in an apartment that costs $2000. All of our names are on the lease.

she’s never liked that i lock my door. it’s a constant point of contention. but she refuses to wait until i say come in. She knocks and barges in. or doesn’t knock and just barge in. i’m tired of it so i lock it.

She goes in the kitchen.. 5 mins later i walk out to leave for work. she says “your dad is coming by later. i’m telling you so you can prepare to lock yourself in your room and cry like a bitch.”

i’m not contact with my dad because he is an abuser. i moved in with her to get away from him and his wife.

i think tell her to stop talking to me and then she starts to attack me. she pulled my hair and started hitting me and tried to shove me out of the door.

my aunt walks out, immediately takes my grandmas side, and starts yelling at me.

I try to calmly explain myself but my grandma keeps mocking my tears, calling me names, and won’t stop trying to attack me. She then calls me a control freak and an abuser.

My grandmother wants MY door unlocked for HER comfort, I say no and I AM the control freak? what??

i feel so anxious and scared for some reason even though this behavior isnt new. Our lease isn’t up until september 😞