Suppression
Does anyone else experience being able to suppress from extended periods of time? I dont have tics daily and sometimes I get stuck in the habit of suppressing. I learnt at an early age that I could "ignore the tingle" so I wouldn't "bend over" it was my first tic and I would get in trouble for it. After I learnt about tics I stopped ignoring it henceforth, tics, they were really bad for a year, now I have gotten to the point i have been fake claimed so much, I now feel guilty for having tics so now I suppress for weeks, sometimes months. I dread stopping because I know they'll be bad. I dont want to stop but I think its starting to affect me more because im now having frequent absent seizures. I just wanted to know if anyone else experienced this but it sort of turned into a vent, sorry about that.
I know it's not good for me I just want to know if anyone else can relate