u/Substantial_Movie354

I’ve noticed this for a while now, I know I can’t be the only one. At the end of every roast & toast, whenever Martin & Billy are just casually talking & making jokes, Korey seems very impatient & short with them. Billy will make a joke or comment & Korey will either give a half assed “hmm” or just move on to an email like he never even said anything. Just comes off as kinda rude to his co-hosts. Like the guy doesn’t realize they have a right to speak & share some screen time too. Just something I’ve noticed

I (M31) was hanging out with my girl best friend (F29) the other night & she ended up staying the night. Nothing crazy happened but we had a great time. We watched a couple movies & did some catching up since we hadn’t hung out in person in a while, and before you know it, it was like 2am so I told her she could stay the night. We cuddled, which I thought was kinda weird considering we’re friends, but I still let it happen.

I ended up walking her out to her car in the morning and we hugged. But this wasn’t a friendly hug, it was clearly an “I’m interested in you” type of hug on both ends. Then she looked at me & I knew what was about to happen. She kissed me & then I kissed her back. It felt great but at the same time I had a sinking feeling in my stomach because I know that I’d have to disclose to her if we ever got to the point of getting intimate.

Now I’m stuck between keeping us as just friends or telling her I have genital HSV & risking rejection and embarrassment. This really sucks because I do feel myself developing feelings for her. I haven’t stopped thinking about the kiss since it happened… any advice? Or anyone been in a similar situation?