u/Substantial_Yam9372

I hate my brothers. I hate them. And I mean it like fully.

For back story when I was younger (from ages of 5-11, I’m 19 now) my mum would drink and she was an angry drunk. I was the only one who would speak up and defend myself (and my dad, she would abuse my dad). My brothers didn’t stick up for me, never defended me.

I was already going through a rough time at school as well with bullying and to come home to being bullied and abused my mum was just worse. And growing up I ended up hating my brothers. I thought it would be a phase that passed but I cannot tolerate them at all. Any advice?