as the title says, i’m miserable and i really need some support but i have nowhere to turn. i just need a shoulder to rest on for a bit. does that make me pathetic?
من السبعة الصبح يا بعيط يا صافنة
i can’t even afford my therapist rn to set me back on track
what do i even do idk where to start?
I’m a recent dentistry honors graduate, I finished my internship, and I can’t find a respectable job for the life of me!
I sent out so many CVs but they all want خبرة unless the clinic is literally nasty. None are even willing to pay over 400 a month.
Wtf do I do????
I expected things to be different, I’m good at what I do. This is so depressing to me. I’m 24 I should have a job by now..
timer only showing up on phone, the watch app just shows the next set immediately.
it’s been over a month and i’m still a shell of myself..
is grieving supposed to be this long and painful? the loneliness is killing me :(
he was my gym buddy so even my favorite hobby reminds me of him ughhhh
i’m so lost, exhausted, and hurting.
he moved on so quickly too lmao..
i don’t sleep well or eat well مالي خلق اتنفس جد
hi everyone! 24F here with self-diagnosed lipedema. i know i should get a professional diagnosis but i can’t afford that at the moment😢.
I’ve been researching for ages tho and i’m pretty confident that i have it. stage 1 probably.
until i can get professional treatment, i want to give conservative therapy a real shot.
i found this massage vibration device in my mom’s closet, i tried it with my legs raised and it’s really relaxing.
Question is, is there a specific pattern i’m supposed to follow when massaging?
and is this enough on it’s own for lymphatic drainage? i really don’t know much about it all..
helppp i’m so overwhelmed by all this :( i want to feel more confident in my body!
I’m the one who initiated the break up because our futures REALLY don’t align and I was way too emotionally dependent on him.
Our relationship wasn’t healthy. He wasn’t a patient man he had jealousy issues and was really mentally dysfunctional. My therapist thinks his traits pointed towards narcissism mostly.
But girls, I love him so bad! I feel so stupid saying this but mshan allah I can’t sleep without crying for hours or holding his pictures.
Because besides all the ugly stuff I mentioned, our love and attachment was so intense. Our chemistry was like none other, I felt seen with him!
I felt held, I felt loved, I felt safe.
But from the moment I said I want to break up I saw the light and love fade away from his eyes, it just really looked like I was dead to him and he turned so cold in just 1 minute.
So a few weeks ago, I broke no contact because I couldn’t stop crying and really felt like I would rather die than not text him. But all I got was more coldness.
Please I’m desperate, how do I get over him? How do I find myself again? How do I make anything in my life matter again if he’s not there to see it? How do I stand by my decision!
All I do is stay busy to avoid the pain.
I can’t keep living like this..