i'm so sick of this shit
istg i just wanna be a normal fucking girl or a normal fucking boy why do i have to feel like a girl but be a boy why can't i live somewhere that isn't broadly transphobic (UK) why can't i just be fucking normal why do i have to be like this.
i'm just really angry tbh. a whole bunch of people (teachers and students) keep deadnaming me at college either because they don't give a fuck or they're actively doing it to be hurtful and i just can't do shit about it. every day i wanna break down and start crying but i just can't. my mom's just got out of hospital and i'm scared about her, i can't talk to my parents about being trans, i think i have asthma, i'm about to go into my mocks and i just can't cope with this shit
sorry if this is rambling or illegible. i just need to get all this out