u/SupportNetwork33

So this is my first post, me and my friend (let’s call her Anya for privacy) have been friends since like February when we became friends since a mutual friend at school sorta introduced both of us to each other, and ever since then we’ve been friends, and we’ve stuck out the good times, bad times, and we trust each other, but recently we did a Qna while playing Minecraft and we got a question (btw we’d got the questions from a certain source and weren’t live-streaming it) it was if either of you watched adult content who would you tell in your friend group, we both picked each other and she said well… I have watched that before for a week until she realised it was wrong, and then next thing I know she’s saying it’s hard fro her to not watch it and next thing I know I’ve agreed to watch it with her that night, now I was freaking out in my brain and stuff, the night comes and we both are too tired, this happens the next few nights until she actually comes through and we call and we’re silent and then she’s about to search the website up on her laptop and I’m scared and then I hang up and the next day say it was because of bad connection, then the next day I was depressed and spilled the beans to my neighbourhood friend and she says “lmao wait really” and then I somehow had given her Anya’s phone number, and she texts her about it then Anya texts me saying so/so WTF DID YOU DO and I apologize and she accepts it and ever since she’s been distant I’ve told her about how much I love MIYEON’s new song and she’s just liek “cool” and I’m dying and she won’t respond at all. Then the next night i get a random call i assume is spam so I decline, then she sends a text, “im on a TikTok live and gave someone your phone number pls answer them” and I just feel like i wanna hit something! Seriously she thinks it’s ok just to send a text to some random people we don’t know?! Then today we were doing another Qna and I asked if an i-dle member wrote a book would you buy it and also some context, we are both neverlands, she introduced me to i-dle and we both stan it but her for longer and anyways I said yes unless it’s Shuhua and don’t get me wrong, I like Shuhua, she’s a good singer and I like how the other members accept her even though she is still learning Korean, and I don’t have any beef with her, and then she sends me this text saying “ngl if you don’t like Shuhua I’m not sure you like i-dle at all” and this is the breaking point, this hurts the crap out of me, so now I’m depressed af and i send one singular message, “Ouch.” And she hasn’t responded yet at the time of making this (it’s been 2 hrs) and at this point I just go to my room and start crying, I’ve suffered so much and yet she doesn’t care; honestly i feel like everyday I’m trying to lift her up and that takes energy, whenever i send a text it’s not “wow that’s crazy” or something along the same lines, it’s “ok” or “great” and anyways now im here writing this, i just need some help, in the last 24 hours I’ve texted kids help phone becuase i seriously felt like id messed up until when I started crying; and i realised the reason im depressed and sad is because of her, im using all this energy trying to uplift her and anyways i just want to know, did I do anything wrong?

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My friend started being depressing and I found out a secret about her and I need help with what to do