maybe in the right time at mananatling ikaw pa rin 10yrs from now
wala naman siyang reddit but I already got my closure with my ex last Aug 16. He was my first love and first ever person who ever gets to my inner bubble. Through 8 months of no contact with him, one thing that makes me who am I is patiently waiting for the right moment of our lives to compromised and mend the heart that is once broken. grabe, you cant unlove the person you love once and kahit anong urge na magkabalikan you know deeply that you’ll choose the right track for you to keep them. I still want my person back and I miss him so much but things got different when I moved to another country. the urge na always siyang kamustahin at disturbohin sa lahat ng bagay na ginagawa niya and to spend our little moments
I sometimes wonder why universe is so unfair no? minsan nadadaan ko na lang sa law of exchange that’s what gotten worse before will grant twice better sayo after. Pero what are the chances na it will get better to choose your own track while leaving the person behind? it makes me shed tear because I always wanted to be him, kaya nagmake ako ng verdict that I don’t wanna indulge myself into relationship now but to pursue myself more and after 10yrs, its still him. do you think that would be twice much better? even in every universe, choosing you was never a regret but worthy fighting and loving for. I always love you! 🐳
- kenediyan