Found out I am pregnant and don't want to be
Hi everyone, I am 42 and found out I was pregnant a week ago. I only took a test because usually it helps my period come faster and I had a beach day planned. To my absolute shock it was positive. A little background, my husband is 51, we have 4 children. My first 3 were conceived with fertility medicine because I rarely ovulate on my own. I had all 3 in my 20's. We tried for years to have a 4th but it never happened so we gave up. Fast forward to 2021 and we talked about another again. I tried fertility meds again and boom got pregnant with my 4th who is now 4. We were so happy and so done. Gave everything away, and never thought about more again. There is a 8.5 year age gap between #3 and #4 and it truly felt like starting over. We did not want to do this again, I had a really rough recovery last time due to age and it being my 4th section. I haven't told anyone other than my husband. He wants me to end the pregnancy, but I am not sure i could go through with it. So here we are just pretending that everything is normal and have made no decisions, no appointments. No outcome seems good. Starting all over, going through another geriatric pregnancy, ending it. What do I do? I obviously can't ignore it forever.