sigh
we went away for my birthday, our first holiday abroad since we got together in 2022. I paid for contraceptive pills to delay my period, partly to avoid the hassle but also because i stupidly got my hopes up that we would have sex. LOL.
We didn’t have sex the whole holiday. On the last night he told me he wanted to the other day but he was soooo tired and I just sort of went 🙂 ok.
We’re on holiday with NO responsibilities, if you don’t feel up to sex now when the fuck will you? We’ve had sex 5 times this year, I feel like a fucking nun.
I put so much effort into looking good, hair removal fake lashes nails done new bikini LOADS. We kissed a few times but that was essentially it. No point bringing it up, it always turns into a conversation where he feels sorry for himself and my needs get pushed aside.