u/TN_Silly

Hello I'm a new player to league of legends and I think that I might be the worst player to ever touch this game because I have been playing for a couple days now and I think the game actually can't find a top laner as bad as me or any player really and has just decided that my teamates will have to deal with a over fed top laner. My op.gg is Silly#Star, I main garen and I dont plan on quitting and keep playing but I feel more bad for my teamates then myself at this point. Am i like missing something integral I don't understand how everyone just belt to ass me every game in every phase in every exchange. The games I do have kills is just me kill stealing with my ULT later in the match so it lowk pads my stats. I'm always American National Debt level amounts of gold between the other top laner and me. I'm geniunely worried i'm going to get banned for throwing for how bad i am at this game. I don't even know what the point of this post is, i just felt like i had to vent about it a little because its actually astonishing.